Pausing to Integrate...
I think the last bits that I did... the Equation of Emotion bits... knocked something loose inside and I can't seem to continue at the moment. It was a piece of emotion (horror) that I haven't been able to integrate and so it had been buried in the Sub-Conscious. I'm not sure if I will be able to integrate it because I have no one to talk to about it, so I don't feel heard. Writing about it isn't going to be enuf. I need another warm body. Unfortunately, there's alot of that type of material in there.
Alas, not even Therapists do this anymore these days. They are in such a hurry to change what I'm feeling that they don't make me feel heard either.
I'm not sure when I'll be able to continue and if this will work for me at all. I'll stick around just in case it integrates in and I can continue, tho.
Blessings, all.
~Jennifer
