Graduated, maybe need to revisit
I am noticing that emotions still remain, albeit at very low intensities. This is only partly due to MHH101 as I have been doing things like this for years. Granted MHH and MHH101 did fill some things in.
One thing I've noticed is that I'm willfully generating fear to wake me up and improve my work performance. Basically just generate an EP that says I will snap to work and a perception that it's not fast enough. Much cleaner than when I was doing anger, but I have to admit my startle response is back, so it seems I've generated (chronic) stress as well.
Since this is a cashier job, I'm not sure how much relative benefit it will be to access the IQ while sluggish.
So does the emotion ever really go to zero due to the name it claim it response or do I have the result? Perhaps it's something like, I have an EP/P that it would be totally intellectualized that I haven't processed?
